| So I thought I'd always have a place to go. Low and behold, I do not. Not right now, no. Honestly, two days ago I had not a care in the world and all of a sudden I have become terrified and left with nothing. Left with everything and nothing at the same time. Left with everything to think about and nothing showing me where to go. Left with everything in the world but nothing to bring me there. I have everything and nothing staring me straight in the face. Everything. And still, I am terrified. |